All the blood in their souols pour out, look for something in the dark Blinded they find nothing, another lust given in, another trust shut within Listen to him speak so holy, father God, i"m saved That's all that matters let the rest burn in hell Preach false, sin is a sin doesn't give you the right to condemn them to hell They know their wrongs you don't have to tell them their faults Once you were a sinner, how would you like it If someone laughed at you because of your wrongs? i"m not here to accept their sins, but i"m here to show them the love within Listen to him speak so holy, father God i"m saved Thats all that really matters let the rest burn in hell No matter how hard you try you can't convince me your that you represent Christ No more, i"m fed up with this...you've already killed too many souls It's time you wake up and see the truth christain a I stand not afraid of my beleifs Learn to love your enemies, to open their eyes you must be willing to die Look at your own wrongs before you look at someone else's You want to save souls or put souls to death Giving our saviour a bad name, giving me a bad name You're so wrong with your beliefs Sit in church every week, but never do you help the weak This is time to take back what's ours, not to give the world what's ours

....underoath...i freakin love those guys 

quite a bit has happened lately, good and bad, so here's the deal

first of all this has been a freaking awesome weekend, i went to Extreme's D-Now and it was some hardcore fun, i've got at least hundred wet your pants stories to tell but i'll save that for later, i met some incredible people and i"m stoked that we're actually going to continue hanging out and doing stupid stuff 2gether, i've also gotten closer to several of my already amazing friends and am stoked that we're better friends...and i guess i never really realized how much i needed that

for anyone that didn't know my mom lost her job about a month ago and it's been rough, she's been hardcore stressed and has tried to hide it cuz she didn't want us to worry, but i could see it the whole time and have been worried about her, i've been praying for her, a lot, and not too long ago we got a check in the mail from my moms old company, totally unexpected, but a blessing, cuz we really needed it, and me and my older brother have been working like crazy the past month helping her pay the bills, which with the holidays kind-of here it's made her feel like crap, she's felt like she's dumping everything on us, she starts her new job 2day and it's a gift from God that she's actually making a lot more now than she was at AOL, so it's been kinda hard but it's working out really good

my older brother and my mom have had a lot of crap going on and they would fight and argue about everything and couldn't just talk about anything, it just got worse and worse but in a way with everything going on lately it's almost been put on hold which has been a huge relief cuz now they can stand each other without fighting, he will still be moving out pretty soon but it's a lot better now than it was last time

...wow so this has been a long post, so i"m gonna end it now, but i love freakin underoath so it's all good

later

k so it's freakin obvious i have serious issues w/ updating my blasted post....that, and i"m never home....but yeah it's all good now

i"m craving a good show really freakin bad.......

so dudes! leave comments

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sarah

hey dudes

i know an update has been hardcore needed for a while now but i just now got a new computer up and running and my old one fixed and everything, so yeah i"m back, yay!

so i missed Norma Jean *goes into depression mode* but there will be others *gets over it* but tanner, josh, chase and even J.P. got to go and it rocked their faces off like non other so....that's good, but on a lighter note i can feel God calling me to a new church, i"ve been going there for a little while now and it's like God's just saying  hey duh, over here!...in a way, lol...so yeah it's the Extreme Church, they meet here in mustang in the community center every sunday and wednesday and it's completely awesome

have butt loads of fun 2day everyone =)

l8r, sarah

42 days till Norma Jean!!!!!!!!

sooo, what the hecks been goin on lately? hmmmm.....*thinks deeply*....(shutup) oh i"m putting black streaks in my hair and doing the tips black friday, dear mom won't let me do it all black so i"m substituting

and i apollogize to all of everyone who wanted to work at taco bell but i put in my two weeks notice sunday so i"m quiting, i"m so freakin sick of working all the time and never having time for anything or anyone and the stress of working 3 jobs and now school was kind-of chaotic so yeah, but hey if u guys are still looking for a job they are hiring at the ball feilds ( it's way the heck funner than taco bell ) and u get to work w/ me =) ...not that u care or anything 

so ya how bout some lyrics....

Tears run down my face just like the last, no different from yesterday. Sick frome the mirror. Do these lies feel sincere, the dirt never washes clear, you were good, so good. I grew to love your lies, until i put you in the past. Love was lust until he revealed, the man behind the mask. Will the scars go away, in this world i have no place. Forgive me Jesus this time i cry, i rip my heart out to give it to you. Alone it never did me any good, hold me close and wash my mind, destroy the me that lives inside.

may God be w/ u all this school year